Wednesday, January 7, 2009

Okay, here I go, my first attempt at blogging. And what has inspired me??? Well, I spent time today with my M-I-L (those in the know will understand the acronym!) and she so pissed me off that I was yelling at her in the grocery store! This isn't the first time that she has said stupid, mean things to me but never, EVER rip on my kids....even if they are adults! Everything seemed okay as we searched the liquor aisle for Baileys for her..."I cry myself to sleep every night." she says. Stupid me says "Why?" "Because no one will talk to my Ricky." "What? Who are you talking about?" "The kids, they don't say a word to him and they don't answer him when he talks to them. They just sit there (here she makes a tight-lipped face)." I said,"I don't know what you are talking about!" Turns out it is when we stopped by at Christmas, she is in some delusional place that always makes MY kids-her only grandkids- out to be monsters! My daughter had insisted on us stopping by as she had found PEARL vodka for her and was sure she'd be impressed.....NOT! So now she makes a BIG deal about how these adult kids didn't "help him, or give him a hug, or kiss him." I said why would they?? We were spending the entire day together, none of us were saying good-bye, and if he wanted someone to give him a hand (he has a painful hip) he would have asked! She has no idea of the person that her own son is....he's reserved, private, self-reliant, independent....certainly not one to engage in PDA's!! And we who live with him and love him understand that! She also made a big deal about how sad and unhappy he looks (like it's my fault, horrible wife that I am!) and I said of course he's unhappy, he's in pain everyday with his bad hip. Besides that, he never was a jolly, outgoing, smiley guy.... and I think it comes from having HER as a mother!
This is a woman who is old now but as my husband says, she's always been like this.....and then he adds why do you let it bother you?!! Well, it bothers me because she spews out her bizarre fantasy perceptions at me. When I asked her if she had talked to Rick about what she was thinking she said "Oh no!" Of course not, she prefers her pretend scenarios to the truth. I tried telling her that our kids and Rick have a very loving relationship, and they spend plenty of time talking to each other. She just gave me that look of hers that says she doesn't believe a word I said. Now you have to know that this is a woman who was married to a man whose voice I rarely heard. He hardly spoke to anyone and spent his home time in the basement, watching TV in a lawn chair. She spent her evenings after dinner up in their bedroom doing her beauty treatments (hours and hours). They were a very poor example of a loving married couple and the Dad certainly never voluntarily talked with his only child!
I did finally give up trying to correct her impression but I let her know that she is wrong, always has been wrong, and never will get it. I could hardly wait to get the hell out of that store! And I knew she'd be wanting to go for lunch but that wasn't going to happen. Many times I've felt bad for her since she lives alone and I usually was the one to take her out but I just can't stand conversing with her. Doing things for her is a chore and certainly there is no fun in it. I wish that I could enjoy talking with her and hearing about her youth, etc. but what I know is that much of what she DOES tell me is no where near the truth. I take everything she says with a grain of salt and can only hope that when she complains about us to others, they will do the same!

2 comments:

  1. She probably doesn't understand why Rick didn't marry her clone; her husband probably understood very well. I should tell my d-i-l about this website! Except we're not speaking at the moment. Hee-hee.

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  2. Why would you try to reason with a delusional person? I learned long ago not to do that. Example, Republicans, and tea party people. Delusional.

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